We all have them...
Today is one. I'm not even sure its a crappy day, its just so surreal that I can't get a grip. I can only try to explain it here. I'm not stationed on this planet today, which makes it hard to deal with other people and that's what makes this whole day kinda crappy. The positive side of not being here now is that I don't want to be here, on this planet, with these people, trying to understand things that I don't care about, feeling like I have to do things that don't even register. Don't get me wrong, I love these people for who they are, but you can love someone and not want to talk to them. You can love your job and be sick of work. I need a serious change and its coming so I should relax right? I don't think so, not today.
I have had consistent dreams of California since I left there when I was ten. I went there last summer and I want to go back to stay for a while. I need some strength for fucks sake. I can't keep my eyes open right now... I don't want to have to keep them open. That means that I should just fall asleep right here in class! But I'm not that strong. This is going no where today...
About Me
- ElPato
- I like to argue. Music is my best friend and I ignore her, treat her bad and come running back to her. Reading is my favorite past time. I haven't had cable television in years but I watch movies almost nightly as of late. If things keep going the way they have for the last 8 years I am going to move to hills of Idaho and fight against the government.
3 comments:
I know this probably won't make anything better at all, but...you are not the only one who had a crappy day !! There must have been some sort of cosmic unheaval or something because lots of people were complaining in the blogs I read tonight!! Hang in there...Tuesday was really good here...maybe yours will be too!!
::sending positive vibes your way::
SMILES just once today...for me! PUUULLLLLEEEEEZZZZ! :-)
I'm sorry you had that kind of day, but hopefully it's all over now & you're doing okay...
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